The Unforeseen Event:
It was an unusually cold day on Feb 11th, when I landed at the JFK(John F. Kennedy) International Airport. I moved to Jersey right after Graduating from College. Unaware of the fact, that a series of unforeseen events are just around the corner.
It had only been 3 days since I got home When my Father got really Sick. He got admitted to the Hospital.I, Being the only adult in the house to take care of, at that time, Running errands and then heading back and forth to the hospital, was what followed.
Seeing my father in a Miserable Condition gave me Cold Sweats. I couldn't sleep the following night. Couldn't eat either. I kept praying for him all Night.
With the Grace of Allah, he recovered well.
How Did I Bond With My Inner Self:
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I wouldn't say this Quarantine brought an absolute demise. It actually turned out to be a Blessing in Disguise. It helped me bridge the gap between me and my Parents. Being away from home for the past 3 years, I almost forgot how it feels to be amongst your Family. I got to understand my Mother better. I had this urge to Know every Single detail about her.
Like,
What did she do on the whole day's routine?
When she wakes up, what does she eat?
What are her Findings of Life?
Surprisingly, I came to light on so many new things about her that I Never Knew.
I replayed all those old memories again. Which I had been Missing all these Years. And it actually made me Feel Good about Myself. lt is Never too Late to Begin Forming a Bond with Your Loved ones.
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I am using this time to Read Books. Read as much, as I can.
I have always found an Utter Escape in Books. They are a Great way to Rebuild Yourself and Refresh Your Inner soul.
These past 3 months, I Wallowed Myself Amongst Nature and Books. I have fallen in love with the idea of sitting in my Backyard as Sun reflects through my Skin, and I Read my Favourite book under 10 a.m. Sun, with a Mug of Freshly Brewed Coffee. Cherishing the Nature and every moment of it,
What else does a person want?
I think that's what life is all about. All our lives, we try to find the Purpose of our Existence. Try to figure out Life.
Revere everything around you, Not Just Nature, but the existence of people around you.
Be kind to people the same way you would be to Environment.
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With time I've realized,
No one can be your Escape,
No Medicine can fix your Anxiety,
No Drug can fix your mood,
No one can help you but You, Yourself.
Making peace with your Inner Self and Finding Happiness within your Ownself is the only way out.
You are Your Own Escape.
Yes, It may seem Very Bizarre for Someone who isn't used to spending Time This Way.
But I think it's the Most Beautiful thing You could ever be Introduced to.
Go out with your Loved ones and Spend some time in Nature; Under the Sun, And Feel Good About Yourself.
Listen to the Unheard Voices in Your Heart, because they are the most Soothing Voices You would come across in Any Further Time.