JASMEET WILKU
Dear diary,
Hello, how are you?
I am not fine but I don't hope the same about you. So, Google says Love is a set of emotions, behaviour, and beliefs associated with strong feelings of affection, protectiveness, warmth, and respect for another person. While my heart says, Love is Peace. Love is disastrous yet peaceful.
Sitting under the moonlight, writing to you it makes me wonder what exactly love is?
Is love just a myth, or is it just another delusion in this cruel world?
Penning down my thoughts I proceed further,
I'm afraid of falling out of love,
I'm afraid of no longer loving you,
I'm afraid of not loving you the way I used to, I'm just afraid of letting unleash the demon within me.
I still remember that evening, as I sat on my couch happily and healthily, killing my inner demons, for you, clueless of what was in store for me the coming day, Unaware that my world was about to undergo a Collapse.
Little had I known about the coming years of Pain and Suffering.
Fighting through, with myself for all your lies, betrayal, and deception, I still chose to love you, to protect you, and to stand by you.
Fighting through the innumerable insecurities, possessiveness, and envy, I still chose to love you, to support you, and to stay loyal to you.
Fighting through all the hurdles in our way.
I still chose to stay, Unlike You.
Comparing that day and the Present Scenario, nothing seems to have changed, for me.
Despite us still being in Love, I'm still fighting for everything and I Still Choose to Stay.
But today, my dear love, I'm afraid of falling out of love,
I'm afraid of no longer loving you,
I'm afraid of not loving you the way I used to, I'm just afraid of letting unleash the demon within me.