And I rise again

Story By : Zeel, 20

And then I came to know it was all fake...

The moment I realized that he cheated on me I was broken...it hurt more when truth revealed from him only.

It was more shocking to know that he wasn't ashamed at all...And my heart skips a beat to know that he wants to double date with both of us... I didn't have an answer to give so I cut the call and I remember all the things that happened in the past it was all hoax. I was feeling like hell at that moment..my tears weren't stopping I wasn't able to handle myself.. and the only person that came to my mind at that time for help was my friend I immediately called him and narrated the whole scene..so finally he gave me two options either we both meet and sought out things or I move on leaving him back. And after a long time I decided to take the most difficult step of "Moving On". It was not that easy I suffered from depression, insomnia wasn't talking to anyone, I was lost.

Then one day I got up and said to myself "He doesn't deserve you and one who deserves you is your family who needs you who is expecting something from you who loves you from their bottom of hearts so for them you have to get out of these mess for having to live for them and I know u can do it"

So finally I tried different things to get over it from meeting new people to sitting alone and identify each and every circumstance and also by meditating for peace of mind and for healing. All worked well and I was healed within 9-10 months. I was happy because now I can sleep peacefully, I can eat peacefully, I can enjoy my life to the fullest. In fact, I wanna thank him for leaving me because due to that I was able to know what is life and how to live it. And then I rise again.

Still many things to improve, to know, to learn, and all of that I m happy with what I am and who I am. Now I m more determined towards my goals and my life. It's just that " I don't want a perfect life, I just want a happy life."

And I rise again

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