When the government declared the Lockdown,
I was pretty much sad as I was not the kid who would stay at home for more than 4-5 hrs. First 15 days I felt I was in a jail. Couple of days later it felt like a routine, and then most of us got used to this routine. In the meanwhile I developed many habits and most of them turned to be useful. For instance, I learned exercises such as pistol squats and head stand which were very fruitful in my ROADIES AUDITION.
Prior to this lockdown I never tried to develop these new forms. Most of my time then got engaged in gambling; I almost lost as many as 10k bucks though I recovered them in the next few weeks. I tried to exit this phenomenon but now it was a matter of my greed.
But as and when time passed I got to know few things that a man can never gain anything out of gambling because "YOU PLAY MORE WHEN YOU WIN AND WHEN YOU PLAY MORE YOU END UP MAKING LOSES AND YOU PLAY MORE TO RECOVER THAT LOSES."
Now let's talk about the typical Third Year’s Exam stress which is hanging on the heads like a pendulum. Government wants to cancel it and governor wants to take it! What do we do? No jobs? No degree? No further planning? Can't support family? In the midst of the lockdown I almost felt I am of no use.
But then I had this thing in my mind 'Flyingrageent' which is now taking virtual workshops and teaching dance to a dozen of students. They said it right; you can find opportunities in any condition when you're very much dedicated to do something! All was going good and I was back to my track. I was on my way to shoot two choreographies which I had learned but all of a sudden I heard this news and was totally broken! “SSR is no more”.
Had sleepless nights, nightmares, countless thoughts, and tears. But this taught many of us a lesson that the only peace we need is the peace of mind! I was a miser until I found that DIL KA SUKOON is the only OTP. No which matters. The spirits should stay high and the show must go on.
Your legacy will stay forever Sushant Sir❤