Those nightmares ,they still haunt me at night.
Are they are really nightmares?
What if they collide with my reality?
These realities.....they are hard to accept, harder to live with.
Perhaps, I am living with them anyways.
The shoulders to cry on, they are long gone.
Perhaps, I presume them with me anyway.
The promises, that are broken, the laughs, the memories, the dreams,
Perhaps, I keep them intact and safe with me.
I walked away but the knot comes untied
as if the parting had been not my own settlement but an inevitable destiny.
All the reminiscences, I ever had.....
I reside in them.
I made a home in them,
in another world.....
A whole different world where our realities collided.......it ended with me, it ended with us.